feel so grown up

i better start writing while i am still feeling what i am feeling right now :P lets soak the feelin!

oh my god, i look so fat in pics! pardon for being vain, but seriously!! i cringed looking at that fat person *me, of course* gotta do something about it..do it now!!!

ok back to the story. i managed to meet 3 different people at different time during different stage of my life (childhood, love and pre-uni). it sounds symbolic when i put it this way. hahahaha. but i kid you not these 3 people really play a significant role in my life. i feel so grown up when i meet them. i love them but me, someone who is unable to express herself well failed to tell them..

i may not be r's bestest friend but we revolve around the same circle. someone who i daresay knows me well on past, present and future since we are neighbours and attended same classes from primary school to secondary school. when we met just now, we picked where we left off. i really envy her confidence, something that i really lack. time really flies, isnt it? we didnt get to talk much :( i promise i will treat you next time! my meds caused me to be so drowsy..brr

somehow, despite p and i grew out of relationship, we still remain the same towards each other. we both grow into person we are now. i could never thank you enough for all memories we had together. i am glad that the person is you, not someone else. with you also, was the first time i fill in the gas! hahahahaha

i know s only for a short time but we really hit it off together. we have been planning to meet for ages but time really envy us back then. we finally meet again after all these years. twas great meeting you on that day. i wish i have her creativity :P its interesting when i know 2 ppl in curtin are s' schoolmates. sbp and esp being same age is a small word after all. all the best to you, s since you gonna enter the real world soon :) i wanna graduate soon too..

btw, some things are better left unsaid. now, i am at zen with myself. i dont have a lot of friends, let alone true ones. meeting you guys makes me motivated for this upcoming sem :) what a beautiful ending of this hols.