transition to adulthood

#1

in my family eyes, i am forever the baby in the family. now, i feel..old when my peers getting engaged, married and giving birth and started working and dealing with uncomfortable situations/problems in matured way. i am happy with the way i am now and my life progress so far. everything happens for a reason. i am happy that i have been given ample time to improve myself and still improving before becoming an employee or whatever huge event will happen in my life one day. shall cherish every time that passes by as it will never be the same after this. gone were the days of being carefree (less, to be exact). gone were the days buying ridiculous stuffs such as collecting the whole series of pokemon sticker :P. taste is getting more refined. the end *in niece's voice* better refrain now or otherwise it will become more shallow :P

#2

one keyword : professional. po..po..po..poker face, po po poker face. i hate it when i wear my heart on my sleeves which makes me vulnerable to other people. sigh. but hey, at least i am professional enough to put my personal views aside and embrace the situation. i bet more to go in future. hahaha. be cool, yo! networking is getting more crucial at this stage of life.....

#3

anyway, not all things are perfect. my new resolution for this year is less cursing. hahaha. yeah, you heard me. so far, my progress is good. i manage to hold my tongue most of the time unless if i am super pissed. well, you know what people say on hell hath no fury like a women scorned :P i ran into a small problem with a famous aviation company which-shall-not-be-named and Alhamdulillah, it is already settled. thanks to the bank staffs (maybe thats why its easier to get through them cos people barely complains). i learn that not everyone/everything is perfect and its up to you whether you are able to tolerate them/it after its over. after being at peace with everything, i begin to appreciate small, tiny, little things in life :) 

niece says #2

i seldom talk to niece nowadays cos getting adequate sleep is more important to me. hehehe. well, niece has grow up a lot and it is fun observing her progress :D

#5

me : how old are you, *insert niece's name*?
niece : i am 4 years old but i am going to be 5 in june.

now she knows the concept of months and eager to be older unlike in the past.

#6

while niece munching coco pops.....

me : what are you eating?
niece : im eating coco pops. it gives me energy so that i become healthy.

#7

me : so tell me, what did you guys do in london?
niece : we went to hotel...
me : and play angry birds
niece : *collapsed in embarrassment :D

niece's words

my niece says a lot of interesting stuffs. we, sometimes are surprised with her words. 

#1

niece : i am *insert her real name* . i am a big girl now. 

me : how old are you, *her name* ?

niece : i am three years old.

hahaha

#2

during raya open house at parents friend's house, she was 3 at that time

uncle : what do you want to be when you grow up?

niece : a princess!

#3

when me and my sisters were hanging out

me : *her name* must've missed grandpa a lot.

niece : all the time...

i seriously did not expect her to respond because she was playing at that time.

#4

i was wearing mask and it was close to bedtime

 

my sis : who's that, *niece's name* ? *motioned to the screen*

niece : its aunty nur ghost! 

my sis : aunty nur is wearing makeup

me : your mum wears these too

niece : no, mum always pretty.

me : *pokerface*

happy new year!

2012 is a better year compared to before. i'll be done with this by end of next year, InsyaAllah. time flies so fast! i'll try to be more fit, read more and strive for excellence for this year :)
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updated :

new year begins. as i grow up, i begin to reflect my actions in life. rasa macam bodoh gaduh dengan orang dulu2 over silly reasons. if i have the chance to meet them again, i hope we no longer harbor the same feeling back then, instead, lets be civil and bury the hatchet. one thing i have to constantly remind myself : it is okay that you can't get along with everyone. it is okay. now, i am trying to make effort to rekindle friendship. since i am kinda lost here. yela, perempuan bila dah ada boyfriend pun susah nak spend time with girlfriends apatah lagi bila dah kahwin and ada anak :P

its going to be a challenging year for me. its make or break this time. my capability is going to be fully tested. InsyaAllah i can make it. Amin :-) If i can make it this year, why can't i for this time? work hard, PLAY HARDER! that should be our motto in life. hahahahaha 

rainbow sighting #2

rainbow is one of things that i love apart from heart shape :P this pic is taken by yours truly during recent trip to mulu national park. we were lucky to see rainbow on top of bat exodus on our 2nd visit. lucky to be there on the right time since now is rainy season :-)