its been a while

new sem often unfold another new story. well i have one more year to go and shall do my best within this time frame :-) man, i just hope i can nail this sem and subsequent sems :D become team leader again for field trip. prolly i should be grateful and honored that my lecturer gave me the opportunity to become one. buttt its overwhelming and lots of responsibilities comes with it. im nervous and scared since i have never been to kundasang and i am leading 3 seniors in my group. only me and my other friend are first timer going there. hopefully God eases everything, InsyaAllah. less than a week to go there.

everybody have their own path to walk on. trust me that you will be the happiest person in the world once you start accepting your fate and keep faith in God. of course there are regrets along the way, wondering what we could've been, what we could've become. but when you sit down quietly, you begin to realize why and why not. that will make you calmer and happier than ever :)

  

have lotsa things to do but taking a break right now

hmm haven't blogged for so long. so many readings and works need to be done. andddd as a procrastinator, i dunno where to start. bahahahaha. to be honest, i feel burdensome when lecturer chose me to become the field trip group leader along with my 3 classmates. im just average. okay-okay only lah. im definitely not the most hardworking person in class, not the top scorer also. its daunting to be given a huge responsibility just because we were top 4 for geology 102. however, things happen for a reason. im just gonna follow the flow and I sincerely Thank Allah for giving me nice groupmates to work with. hopefully everything goes smoothly during field trip to Labuan. InsyaAllah. Amin :-) reading, reading and more reading to be continued.............

week 2

can you feel the heat? omggg. the whole new rules and regulations in our uni system freaks everyone out. we will definitely pass all the units and graduate on time. damn stress wei. when sigma one is vertical, its normal fault. sigma 2 for strike slip and sigma 3 for thrust fault. ahhh sudahhh... apakah yang aku merepek ni?

luckily the subber has finished subbing running man. there goes my weekly dose to keep myself balanced :D watching running man also reminds me of geology since they were rowing at the sea cave in vietnam. you guys should watch it. it is sososososo pretty. ahh line sangat laju apabila semua org dah tidur and im still restless. gotta try to sleep since niece asked me to go to bed now. hahahahaha 

transition part 2

i think transition is still apt for this entry..hence, part 2

most of my peers have achieved a lot in life at this stage of life. i have always been outside, looking in, you know. having fun in observing people but i dunno how to respond/react most of the time. its time to break out of the mould. slowly and slowly. i realize another particular weakness of mine is giving shallow answers. to be honest, i don't mean to come across as a shallow person but that what comes to my mind. i toned down a lot compared to the old days. somebody seriously need to teach me some socializing 101 or code of conduct to deal with strangers. but then again, its not something that can be learn from textbook but it is rather a long journey of dealing with people. i shall bear in mind that i must give better and more solid answers in future. i must! family is definitely my biggest critics. lol

the beauty of meeting different people is the dynamics and the vibe u got from them. it is just contagious. those people that i know since we were kids have grown up becoming more refined and i, am still like this. gahh...daunting indeed. there must be a reason why our path crossed again after all these years, isn't it?

niece says #3

#8

" i need my brother. without him we cant be a family "

#9

niece : my first *motioned to angry birds catapult and mind you, the first one is a normal lastik and now the catapult has fully upgraded to electronic with lighting and music* has broken.
me : its okay, grandpa can fix it.
niece : no, my dad can't fix it (2x)
me : dont worry, grandpa can fix it.
grandpa : i can fix it for you, *niece's name*.

#10

me : hello *niece's name*
niece : hello aunty nur
me : how are you?
niece : good
me : what is your mum doing?
niece : she is packing some stuffs
me : what is *nephew's name* doing?
niece : he is playing angry birds
me : what are you doing?
niece : talking to you *while playing with her toys and wont say she is busy*